Hello people of the interwebs! I hope yall are having a fantabulous week so far! I know I am (well for the most part). My classes are going great so far! I;m moving into my new dorm in just 2 weeks! & I have Cru tonight! Woot woot! =D The only down sides to this week have been that I got into a fight with my best friend (but we made up so things are good now), the weather is cold & rainy & a lil icy, & I kinda overslept for my 8:25 AM lab this morning (but it's cool cuz he didn't take attendance & said the quiz didn't count for any point). I'd have to say that God has definitely been on my side! <3 I'm so glad to be back at EKU, where I actually feel like I belong. At home, it feels like all I do is work, eat, sleep, & maybe have a lil time in to hang out with my friends. If it weren't for my family & the few friends that I do have back at home left, I don't know if I would've survived my winter break! A month is just too freaking long to be away! I also have come to the decision that I'm just giving up on guys for a while until God brings someone into my life that will treat me right & won't try to change me into a whore or someone who thinks she has to have a man to be happy. I should have been doing this the whole time, but I was too wrapped up in what I wanted & the fact that the guy I've been in love with since 4th grade & the guy who I've crushed on since sophomore year of high school just both happened to ask me to "hang out" then broke my heart cuz I read too much into the situations. It was God's way of saying that I deserve someone so much better, but if I had waited for his timing then I wouldn't have ended up in those situations. What I guess I mean is, I let myself turn into one of "those" girls who only think about boys all the time for just a moment. I'm not gonna say that my 4th grade crush isn't a great kisser (cuz he is) but even though we didn't anything but makeout, I left with bruises & marks where he pretty much abused me. Then he never called or texted me except for once the next day. Which is another thing God taught me: to let go of people that hurt me or try to change me for the worse. I had to end up doing that to this guy, but I still wanna be his friend. He'll always be my best friend & I still love him & his entire family, but I've been chasing a boy who will never return those feelings for much too long. It hurts to let go, but the end result is WAY better!
I don't really have any music thing prepared this week, but I have watched part of "The Cup Song" from Pitch Perfect & it's stuck in my head! So go on youtube & go watch the amazingness of any of the versions online. Try it out & tell me if you can sing & do the cup thing. I've got them both down separately, but I haven't quite mastered both yet. Maybe yall could make a video & post in the comments if you have mastered it. Have a great rest of the week & I'll be back on here in about a week!
Live for God & Love for Music!
-Patience <3 =)