Living La Vida Single

Hey y'all! So this week has been a slap in the face of how much I have actually been pushing down my feelings about how I am not that okay with being single. Living in a community of people who are either getting into relationships or are getting married or having kids is a hard thing to think about when I'm 21 & haven't dated since 10th grade (which only lasted for 3 days). I know that God has a plan for my life & will bring a guy into my life when it is His time & not mine. The worldly side of me is very impatient though (despite my name). I look at couples & I either: 1) think they're really cute, or 2) what to puke rainbows & are jealous because I want a relationship like that. Maybe that is why God has not placed someone in my life because I have not learned to be content with how my life is now. But the good news is that I know that God does have a plan & that if He wants it to happen then it will happen & all I have to do is follow Him. My future is set no matter how much I want to be in a relationship with a guy who is passionate about the Lord & meets all of my other qualities. I'm also extremely picky about what I look for in someone (as I have mentioned in other posts) & that also hinders my chance of finding someone, because no one is gonna be perfect. Shoot! Even the guy I like now doesn't have everything I am looking for but he is close enough. God is softening my heart day by day & preparing my heart for the one day when I will find that guy who is just what HE wants for me & not what I want for my self. So for now I am "living la vida single" & I have to learn to be okay with it.

This week's song list is one for all of single ladies/gentlemen! Here it is:

1. "Single Ladies" by Beyonce
2. "Want U Back" by Cher Lloyd
3. "Falling for You" by Colbie Callet
4. "Me & My Broken Heart" by Rixton
5. "Single" by Natasha Bendingfield
6. "I Don't Wanna Be in Love" by Good Charlotte
7. "Stronger" by Britney Spears
8. "Ridin' Solo" by Jason Derulo
9. "I Don't Need a Man" by The Pussycat Dolls
10. "Stronger (What Doesn't Kill You)" by Kelly Clarkson

So there you have it folks! So the main point is that even if you are single & are feeling like you're gonna be single forever, don't worry because God has a plan for you & it will happen if He wills it to. For now just relax & don't stress about the worries of being in a relationship. I hope y'all have a very happy Easter & spend this weekend remembering that God died on the cross for your sins & rose 3 days later. Isn't that amazing?! That is why we are allowed to sit here & worry  about our lives & don't have to worry about God condemning us for complaining about His plan. We are saved & all we have to do is talk to God & ask for repentance of our sins! This weekend is really important to me & is one of the main reasons I am here today typing this post! That is all for now & will stop babbling. Have a great week & I will see/type to you on the next post!

Live for God & Love for Music!

-Patience <3 =)