Crushes

Whaddup yall?! I don't even know why but I felt like saying that. Anyway, I wanted to talk about something this week that may be a little more relatable to girls than guys, if guy seven read this blog, crushes. Ladies, have you ever liked a guy so much that every time you see him your heart beats really fast & your stomach does a litte flip? Well that's what I've been experiencing a lot recently. There's a guy at my work that I've had a huge crush on for a few years, but I just started talking to him when I started working at Kroger. I know I know, by now you're probably wanting to poke your eyes out or puke with all the girliness (or at least that's how I used to be). Well my problem is that I flirt with him a TON & I think he flirts back but we are never alone so that either of us can really say what we feel. I mean I could be like most girls & just go up to him & bluntly say that I like him & give him my number, but I'm not that kind of girl. I'm afraid of getting rejected & I probably would have pursued the relationship more if it weren't for that fact. Also, we work at a place where everyone knows about pretty much everything & word travels fast, so just imagine how fast me telling him that I have a crush on him would spread. What would make it worse is if he didn't actually like me back & he's just a really nice guy. It's an irrational fear that I have so I would just rather guard my heart right now. But if my friends are right & he does like me, I'm hoping he will make a move soon before I stress out even more every time I see him with whether he thinks I look cute or not. It's not like I don't try though, we flirt ALL the time, I go & visit him when he works out in the gas station, & this past weekend he jokingly said I had him whipped (which in Corey speak means he'll do just about anything for me). I don't know what to do! Part of me wants to just go for it, but the other part of me says to stay on my guard & not get too close. What should I do? Do any of you have any advice? & have you ever been in this predicament? Let me know. =)

Okay, so now that my little rant is over, I have to introduce you all to a new artist! This week I've chosen to feature the amazing band The After Party! The band consists of Brandon Stewart, Andy Bell, & Alan Bell (& yes Andy & Alan are twins). They are a pop band from Kansas who have just recently moved to LA. They've been on tour with several bands, including Allstar Weekend, Paradise Fears Hollywood Ending, Before You Exit, & others. You may have heard some of their old music on MTV, songs such as "Hey Little Miss" & "Can't Stop". If the lead singer sounds different in the old music it's because the old lead singer is no longer in the band (ask them if you want to know details). Anyway, the guys are coming out with a new single very soon called "Love the Way You Love Me" & I promise it will rock your socks off! You can keep up with the band through twitter (@theafterparty @BrandonTAP @AndyBellTAP & @alananthonyTAP) facebook (same as twitter) & youtube (youtube.com/theafterpartyrox). Also, they do random stickams (well Brandon mainly does random stickams at night) on stickam.com/theafterpartymusic, so you may want to keep an eye out on the band's twitter if you're interested. Well that's all I have for now! Make sure if there's an artist you want me to feature that you comment & let me know! Have a fantastic week & stay safe! =)

Live for God & Love for Music!
-Patience

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